Day 114 of 182

I figured it up and I started this process 114 days ago and there is 68 days left, although this process has changed my whole perspective on how I will live my life for however long the good Lord allows me to be here on earth. I can say that this last half of the process is not how I or anyone would want to live their life everyday. Things are getting hard because of the lack of carbs and the biggest problem is that I am extremely grumpy and I have to try and contain that emotion, but the fat is really coming off at a nice pace. I just ordered my posing trunks (banana hammock) and that is going to feel weird wearing something like that, but I won't be the only one wearing one, so what the hell. One day at a time.

73 Days to Gooooo!!

Hey it's been a while, but really it's been business as usual with the whole thing, that is until yesterday. I met with Bobby for measurements yesterday and I have made some great gains (actually losses) and things are going as planned, but in order to keep the momentum we changed up the diet to get rid of more of the daily fat intake and replaced it with protein and the next step is to cut on of my morning carbs with protein. Again there is a long way to go, but yet it will come quicker than I think.

79 Days to go!!

Weighed in this morning at 224.2 lbs, and the odd thing is that it is not really about the scale because I have been loosing body fat and we are going to do measurement next Tuesday, but Bobby will not do a body fat calibrator because it's useless since it is all about how I look. Things are getting harder with the diet and my body starts to go after the fat stores it is really trying to convince me to eat and making me grumpy. Times like these you just need to stay focused and remember that your body is not in charge "you" are in charge, your body does not want to use up fat stores and it will do anything it can to keep it. Here is a picture of my pills that I take in the morning and then there is another round just like it at noon. It is a cornucopia of vitamins and fat burners, ect.

83 Days to go!

On Tuesday I had my first posing training session and bobby said that I did well (I think he was being nice), but it was more difficult that it looks, but I have been practicing and I think that I am getting it. My weight has been a mystery, right out of the gate I lost 9 lbs in the first week, and then all of the sudden I gained 4 lbs in 1 day (1 week ago), and since I have lost 2 lbs, so thjis morning I weighed in at 225 lbs, BUT,,,,I can tell just by looking that I am loosing body and look a lot better. Bobby had me order this stuff called AB/FX which is a lotion that I rub on my stomach....and get this....then I wrap myself with saran wrap. I do this while I do my cardio and it is supposed to give me movie star abs!! Again all this stuff has been a great learning experience that I can take with me for the rest of my life. 83 days to go and it is so far away sometimes and others it is going too fast. Thanks to you all for the supoprt it really helps.